I don't think I would date a boy with a livejournal

I'm not sure what's going on, except that I am simultaneously waiting for and yet not expecting a phone call, without all the implied girl-notions of that sentence. This is a list, because that is what I do:
- This will not involve ambiguity
- I can't actually make that promise for real but I'm making it a statement anyway, because one day you can derive satisfaction from pointing this out to me and then explaning how wrong I was. Make it a slideshow and I might pay attention
-I don't think this is going to be very good
-It will probably not last past this week.
-Sometimes I listen to mopey white boy music that slowly gets on my nerves for no other reason than I can't find anything else that's not distracting
-I'm always working on the endings and the beginnings